i did not mean

i did not mean

i am  sitting here all by myself
just trying to think of something to do
trying to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
but you know it’s not working out
because you’re all that’s on my mind
one thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn’t mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn’t mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn’t mean to fallen, but I did

i am sitting here trying to convince myself
that you’re not the only one
but the more i think, the less i believe it
and the more i want you here with me
you know the nights always coming up
i don’t want to spend them alone
memories of time
will just kill me if i am on my own

i know it’s not the smartest thing to do
we just can’t seem to get it right
but what i wouldn’t give to have one more chance tonight

i’m sitting here trying to entertain myself with this old guitar
but with all my inspiration gone it’s not getting me very far
i look around this place and everything i see reminds me of you

those songs that we sing,

 those stories that we shared,

every single words that you said,

sometimes the memories are worth the pain

the time will never come, i ever told you

 there just an empty space.

nb; i addapt most of those words from the plain white t’s song, ‘a lonely september’ . i reccomend you to hear that. damn sad, i wish this is the first and the last time i write about you in my blog personally.gdbye

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